Verbal Vomit

OK-so it's been awhile since I last posted.  So please forgive the disjointed randomness:

This has nothing to do with my lapband..................but..............

I am soooo FURIOUS about my upcoming beach/camping vacay with my 3 fellas in June.  I just found out that my SIL is planning to attach herself to my family's vacay-although she has never asked nor been invited (or wanted for that matter).  She has craftily learned of our plans from the MIL, called a cousin to confirm the local & whereabouts, and then informed my hubby (her brother) of her plans to be in our neck of the vacay woods-imagine the odds!  She is NOTORIOUS for being a domineering, critical harpy who is the queen of snide and snobby and a control freak to boot.  @#$%!  Under normal holiday circumstances, I struggle to bite my tongue, ignore, and deal with her.  So you can imagine how I feel about spending all my vacay $$$ with someone who I feel tortured and frustrated and enraged by (long history, btw-just trust me on this...).  Luckily for her she has the time and resources to go on several trips during the course of the year.  For me-this once a year vacay with my sons & hubby is my ONLY opportunity to leave my zip code, and I sure as f*ck don't want to be spending it with her.  Bottom line:  I feel sabotaged and manipulated.   F*CK F*CK F*CK!!!

Well, now I don't even feel like typing all that other stupid stuff like I am still exercising and starting a a couch to 5k program with hubby....my blood work results have improved since 6 months ago but I clearly have more work to do....I have decided to drink the koolaid and religiously start taking my vitamins so my super cute lil doc will stop harassing me....I like being in a size 12 jeans (woohoo!)....and I am not dreading swim suit season.  My goal is to lose another 10 lbs by the first week of June....and get my third fill....which I have been avoiding due to some crazy food addiction reasons that I will examine more closely soon...

So there it is.  Real life in a paragraph.  Plenty to be proud of.  And just a few frustrations to keep it real.

But thank God SPRING has finally SPRUNG!  The best therapy on the planet is sunshine and daffodils...

Blessings to you all!